By Felix Carroll
First, let’s forgive Robby Baier. Let’s forgive him for being super talented. Let’s forgive him for owning one of the coolest buildings in South County. Let’s forgive him for leading a life that can be described with all those adjectives most of us tip-toed away from years ago: risky, ambitious, free.
Hell, let’s even forgive him for his good looks, which are mysteriously striking in a sort of morning-after-the-big-gig, who’s-got-the-mouthwash kind of way.
Why all this forgiveness?
I choose to take the word of the Buddhist monk he met a few years ago in a juice bar in Florida. The person we think we are, that we project to others, oftentimes doesn’t reflect our true essence. Or something like that.
But maybe for the sake of a good argument, we should just go with what we see for now. The provable facts.
Robby is the proud owner of the old Housatonic Railroad Station, which he bought from a utility company in the late 1990s for practically nothing. He rescued it, really, and in the process helped resuscitate this chimney-topped town at the foot Monument Mountain. For years, the station sat boarded-up and blank-faced, the days long gone when it served passengers heading back and forth to New York City. It was just another set piece amidst Housatonic’s bruised brick and abandoned mills.
The painter Edward Hopper would have had a field day painting this assemblage. This train station. These tracks. The gas pumps at John’s garage across the street. The river swerving wildly on its way out of town. It all screams the themes of loneliness and alienation. In Housatonic, the chaos of commerce has given way to the ghosts of history, and they seem to linger here to the point of loitering.
But, again, appearances can mislead. Housatonic, in many ways these days, is happening. And besides, Robby is a bit too fidgety for still lifes. He quickly renovated the old train station into an embassy of the arts. It’s got a performance space. His wife, the artist Carol Gingles, has her studio there. And Robby converted the 1,000-square-foot basement of dirt and ash into a state-of-the-art recording studio called Sub-Station.
He produces, arranges and records the work of countless musicians, including his own band, Melodrome, which won best pop rock song at the independent music awards in 2004.
This is also home to Robby’s project called Songs for Film, which places music in film and television. Two Melodrome songs have appeared in national beer commercials for Miller and Coors. Robby and Melodrome wrote music for the 2004 Oscar nominated film, “Ferry Tales,” by Katja Esson. Robby has also produced music that has appeared in television shows such as “Touched by an Angel,” Judging Amy,” “The Young and the Restless,” and “Jag.” Not bad for someone who doesn’t watch television.
The other facts?
Robby turns 40 this month. That means it was just more than 34 years ago that his music career began. His parents gave him a ukulele for Christmas. Two years later, he played his first gig, opening a show in his native Germany for an American folk singer. Robby played “Curley Headed Baby.”
Maybe he nailed the song, maybe he didn’t. But it’s the beginning of something — the small, delicate footprints on a new landscape. His compass was set. By the time he was a teen, he had a guitar in hand. He was writing songs. He was plugged in, all emotion and attitude. The adrenaline from attention, the pleasure of creativity, merged large and loud and triumphantly.
He moved to the States with his family and attended Darrow School, then Simon’s Rock. Then, he headed back in Germany to play music. His band, Pearls at Swine, was signed to a major label. Rolling Stone called them the “German Black Crows,” which may or may not have been a compliment, but at least Rolling Stone noticed.
After tours in the United States and Europe, the band split up. Now it’s 1997, and Robby moved back to the states where he launched Soultube Music. His first solo record, “Soultube,” in which he played virtually all the instruments, won him best pop rock song at the 2002 independent music awards.
By that time he had taken a fateful drive down Route 183 into Housatonic. He saw the old train station. He stopped. He peered through slats in the boarded-up windows and envisioned his future.
Two weeks later he inquired about purchasing it. It so happens it had just gone on the market. He made “a very low offer,” and it was accepted.
And now, here he is, the coolest guy around. We can easily forgive him because he at least he knows he’s got it made.
“I walk down the street and think, ‘Oh my God, I get to go to the train station and make music,’” says Robby. “It’s pretty awesome. I’m very thankful that the universe somehow made this happen.”
The train station still has the old, wooden bench where passengers waited. It still has the octagonal-shaped ticket booth, now an office. It still has a train that rumbles past twice a day, though it no longer carries passengers, only freight. Mostly demolition from points south. (What’s with all that demotion, anyway? It’s as if they’re dismantling the entire state of Connecticut and reassembling it up north, maybe Vermont.)
Fortunately, Robby loves trains. He loves most things old — old guitars, old electronic gadgetry, old morotocycles, old clothes.
And old towns. That is to say, he loves Housatonic itself. He and Carol live there. He’s on the board of Housatonic the Beautiful, the not-for-profit group working to preserve and protect Housatonic’s history as well as to jump-start its community spirit.
Robby is also a mentor with the Southern Berkshires Mentoring program, project of the Southern Berkshires Youth Coalition. With his band, he recently went around to high schools in the county and raised money and put recording studios into each of them. Then, he taught the students how to use the equipment.
“I love helping other people with their creativity,” he says.
Other facts? Officially, he’s a “resident alien,” but that may change.
Last month, after he attended the town meeting in Great Barrington and learned he couldn’t vote, he went home and researched on-line what he would have to do to obtain duel-citizenship status.
One requirement is to learn the Pledge of the Allegiance.
“I was saying the Pledge of Allegiance to myself this morning, and I was like, ‘Wow, this is a powerful thing.’ I was really moved by this idea of this group of people — America — coming together and declaring they are for liberty and justice for all,” he says. “I got chills thinking about this. We make this promise to each other, and that’s a really cool thing.”
It’s a promise he made to himself long ago. Freedom, that is.
Which is how, after he met that monk in a juice bar in Florida, he took him up on his offer to visit him in Thailand.
He lived with him in a cave for a few weeks and he learned how to meditate — and beg for food. The whole experience taught him how to lead a more satisfying and gentler life — to help others, to re-define what success means.
Still, freedom is a temptress. He sometimes imagines that someday he’ll grab his two most prized possessions — his first guitar and the book “I Am That,” which contains the wisdom of the Indian sage Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj. Then, he’ll step out the back door of his old railroad station and hop the train.
But in this dream, he returns to his life in Housatonic, maybe after a year.
Why in the world wouldn’t he?
Felix Caroll - Berkshire Home Style (May 2, 2006)